Faith a 100level student of Crop Science Technology almost fell off a bike when being rushed by a close friend and when she gained consciousness, she couldnt say much. Her girlfriends were interrogated on this matter and they said they were all gisting in the room when faith stood up to leave for her room and next thing they found out was their unconscious friend with bleach allover.
Wonder why some people would want to take their precious life because of awkward reasons, yesterday it was a man that hung himself after the bridge in Onitsha---
And earlier this month, Bollywood actress, Jian Khan who killed herself(same reason as faith) and left the world this note:
'I
don't know how to say this to you but I might as well now as I have
nothing to lose. I've already lost everything. If you're reading this I
might have already left or about to leave. I am broken inside. You may
not have known this but you affected me deeply to a point where I lost
myself in loving you. Yet you tortured me every day.
These
days I see no light I wake up not wanting to wake up. There was a time I
saw my life with you, a future with you. But you shattered my dreams. I
feel dead inside. I've never given so much of myself to someone or
cared so much. You returned my love with cheating and lies. It
didn't matter how many gifts I gave you or how beautiful I looked for
you. I was scared of getting pregnant but I gave myself completely.
When
I first met you I was driven, ambitious and disciplined. Then I fell
for you, a love I thought would bring out the best in me. I don't know
why destiny brought us together.
After
all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the torture I have seen previously I
didn't deserve this. I didn't see any love or commitment from you. I
just became increasingly scared that you would hurt me mentally or
physically.
Your life was about partying and women. Mine was you and my work. If I stay here I will crave you and miss you. So,
I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I never went with
anyone else. I am a loyal person. No other woman will give you as much
as I did or love you as much as I did. I can write that in my blood...
You never even met my sister. I bought your sister presents... You never appreciated my love, kicked me in the face... The Goa trip was my birthday present but even after you cheated I still spent on you. I aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply... I wish you had loved me like I loved you... I leave this place with nothing but broken dreams and empty promises. All I want now is to go to sleep and never wake up again...'
If LIFE was originally like this, everybody would have committed suicide but as humans, we need to fight off our fears and solve our problems no matter how big they are so we end up victors and not failures.
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